first and foremost, i am a big guy, always have been, always will be, its the way i am made.
i do try and have ago at objectives, but not being as fast as some whipper-snappers, and being a big target, i get left behind, so often i find myself not on the front line. i don't mind this as i like the DMR role (notice i didn't say sniper ).
i often find that towards the end of the day if i have been pushing myself, my knee's and/or back ache to the point where i cannot continue at the same level, meaning i down arms and don a hi-vis vest and help Marshall.
i am by no means a good player, and on my worst days it feels like i can do nothing right!. But i keep trying.
I pay my fee's the same as anyone else, and if i don't understand or cannot find something in a game, then why should i not have fun shooting the other team.
to the OP, sometimes you get donkey teams, some times you don't, what ever team you get, have fun its only a game