like everything ive ever owned. sadly the thought of having it is always better than when you get it.
my first gun ever was a TM .44 silver desert eagle springer. back in 2001. i crave that excitement but it has never ever come. GBB. GBBR. sniper. so i spend more and more and hope.
edit- is there any science why we get this? almost everyone says the same. cars. clothes. watches. whatever