KirbyHCI

Main problem is, I always played at the old crown court in the centre, which has closed down and I have no transport and struggle to get farther out with my gear. Short bursts of activity running on adrenaline and drive for something I love makes the odd game day doable, but I struggle physically when travelling excessively and can be quite socially anxious with everyday interactions & public transport. The CQB nature of the old courts helped limit the physical issues, and player numbers were somewhat limited by the size, so I'm a little nervous for switching to larger outdoor sites, but I'm gonna have to bite the BB so to speak!

While I (sincerely) hope you get some takers, I would (respectfully) suggest that you may have over-shared here a little.

What I'd (constructively) suggest is asking on some local sites' Facebook groups - and just stick to the request without raising any red flags.