I play woodland and enjoy it if its done right from the start with the right mix of people, I go up against the better players as there far more challenging and I always try & push forward, I hate sitting around waiting & leave the rentals alone
It's the same for cqb for me, I need to keep pushing forward or there's no point for me but like anything else, I know there's going to be moments of standing around
the emotions of wanting to get going always kicks in my old army days & how much I loved it