Don't play for ages, convince myself I need something - get new gear, attach new gear, sit staring at new gear.... that's about as much action as I get these days. I think I marshal more than I play
Get out there and show them noobs how its done. Get them new bits worn in n kick some nooby ar$e. Don't get yourself down - that is bad $hit once it sets in, hope you feel a bit more positive soon sir
Easier said than done at the moment, between pleasing everyone else, working and marshaling (i dont tend to take stuff when i marshal bar my mk23) im maybe playing once every 2 or 3 months